Beholden to none but God

Thinking about next steps. We were discussing recent media coverage regarding the credit crunch and I explained to my friends that the true facts have been distorted to create maximum panic, which helped the banks get their bail outs. Thinking about it further, I decided 'no' to Journalism as my next step.

Journalists don’t know what is really going on. They are on the outside, contributing nothing, continually poking their noses into where they are not wanted in the name of the public interest. Professional busybodies. Worse, sometimes they are actually used by people who want to disseminate information and they are either too stupid to realise this, or they are happy to play along because they get the ‘scoop’.

I want to write what I see. I want to tell my side of the story, and entertain, too.
I will be beholden to none, since I follow God.

Put on my dancing shoes and DANCE!

It is almost time to put on my dancing shoes and give the performance of my life. I have been practising since February, and I think I know the steps, but I know I have to rehearse until I have them perfectly. I also need to be able to interpret the steps because a mechanical performance just won't do.

In the meantime, I keep getting pity from people who don't know my situation but give well meaning advice to focus on other matters. They don't realise how important this is to me.

I don't want to listen to them, and I won't. This is my life, and I choose to dance.